[Journal Post]
Dec. 2nd, 2020 10:08 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

Okay. I think I'm fed up.
My modeling agency just said they want to replace my brain with a robot one so I act in character.
My therapist is heavily suggesting I don't read fiction or write little stories or else it could cause a 'relapse of psychosis'. Which I was super getting into.
And. I think the cops just stopped by earlier to ask if I'm Yakuza or something.
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Date: 2020-12-02 03:17 pm (UTC)And I think your doctors might be quacks.
Are you Yakuza...? I've minded my own business... but...
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Date: 2020-12-02 03:19 pm (UTC)Yes, but I'm considered a suicide risk.
And uh. Not that I know of...?
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Date: 2020-12-02 03:23 pm (UTC)Which feels like it's more...
I wonder if there's a conspiracy to that. Hrm... I mean you haven't shown suicidal tendencies or 'delusions' for a while.
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Date: 2020-12-07 01:51 am (UTC)... Yeah. I think I'm going to look into a new Doc, as I'm getting suspicious here.
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Date: 2020-12-07 01:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-12-06 03:52 pm (UTC)Honestly I'm not too thrilled about how your modeling agency can suggest anything like that. And why would reading fiction cause any trouble?
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Date: 2020-12-07 01:37 am (UTC)... That would honestly help? A lot? I can come in whenever you guys need for like. Heavy duty testing. I think I can do armed combat, Action Duels, high intensity, and uh. Like. Whatever? Riding Duel Simulations?
I'll hallucinate I'm a witch or something and try and throw myself off a building trying to fly.
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Date: 2020-12-07 03:03 am (UTC)But yes, we can have you come in and help.
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Date: 2020-12-07 05:23 am (UTC)Oh. I thought your training facility had. Like a built in Riding Duel mode that it transforms into.
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Date: 2020-12-07 05:13 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-12-08 01:35 pm (UTC)Leo Corp being cheapskates sounds really weird...
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Date: 2020-12-08 04:26 pm (UTC)Plus uncle already has one of the largest rooms dedicated to testing this, anyway. Just... not "riding track" large. That requires a different dedicated room.
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Date: 2020-12-09 02:13 pm (UTC)Anyways, I'm giving my 2 weeks notice and I'll try and hook up with you guys soon-ish as fast as I can run from lawyers?
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Date: 2020-12-09 05:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-12-10 06:09 am (UTC)Okay!
... I might need to skip the country for a week or two because my agency just said while I might not be company property, my body and likeness are??? And they're trying to repo those??
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Date: 2020-12-10 07:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-12-13 01:15 am (UTC)And yet somehow they are!
And chasing me on snowmobiles!
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Date: 2020-12-07 01:53 am (UTC)I'm thinking they're running a scam at this point to try and come with things since Homura seems to have an unnaturally large amount of luck regarding money.
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Date: 2020-12-07 01:54 am (UTC)The worst she seems to have is Ennui?
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Date: 2020-12-07 03:01 am (UTC)I feel like if Homura's been handling fiction and writing stories fine, they shouldn't be trying to stop it anyway? It seems more like they're trying to refuse possible outlets for anything like that at all...
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Date: 2020-12-07 03:15 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-12-07 05:11 pm (UTC)Now if only something can be done about "police thinking Homura is part of the yakuza"...
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Date: 2020-12-08 01:37 pm (UTC)And then she got double that money from a Great Great Aunt five times removed she didn't know she had.
Something about Polar Bear Futures.
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Date: 2020-12-08 04:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-12-09 02:16 pm (UTC)