[Journal Post]

[blondeballnchain]

Okay. I think I'm fed up.

My modeling agency just said they want to replace my brain with a robot one so I act in character.

My therapist is heavily suggesting I don't read fiction or write little stories or else it could cause a 'relapse of psychosis'. Which I was super getting into.

And. I think the cops just stopped by earlier to ask if I'm Yakuza or something.

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[blondeballnchain]

I want something to do with myself so my brain doesn't go to mush, and I can't just be at the SJL all the time. Besides I keep wanting to throw my giant metal combat ball around, but that's restricted, I think. Yes, but I'm considered a suicide risk. And uh. Not that I know of...?

[soundofthestorm]

I mean you probably would clear for the Leo Corp Top Team at this point... Except the "Suicide risk" issue.

Which feels like it's more...

I wonder if there's a conspiracy to that. Hrm... I mean you haven't shown suicidal tendencies or 'delusions' for a while.

[blondeballnchain]

... Yeah. I think I'm going to look into a new Doc, as I'm getting suspicious here.

[soundofthestorm]

And look at it this way, if they do something stupid and forcibly commit you, I'll just get you out, one way or the other.